Have u ever?

Again…. Smakin hr makin gk jelas.. Lagu TIME mengalun lagi..
Dunno, I just feel this lonliness n emptiness keep making me like a …
Aaaarrggghhhh………!!
I’m just standing here, waiting….patiently…

Sdikit curhat aj… what d u feel when u see ur bestfriends walking with their boyfriends? Or when u see ur friends get married with their lovely soulmates?

And d u know what I feel?
Have u ever? Right now, I realize that, even to have a bestfriend, it’s difficult…! I mean, like in highschool or sometime in our younger days..a friend whom u can tell anything, share stories together, laugh n cry together,etc.. It’s really difficult right now! While my girl bestfriends finaly cannot ‘fully’ listen to my problems or even it’s hard to hang out together, b’coz they’re already have boyfriends! Nope.. no, I do not blame them for this case, no..no.. they’re still my bestfriends n I really like to see those couples.

I like being single..it’s free..I really enjoy it, but..

Have u ever? Couples of time ago I might be fell in someone’s’…but I think that was not love anyway! The right thing is now I’m really sure it’s NOT LOVE!! Gosh, can u imagine… many..even, so..soooo…many boys in my campus (ITB) but no one can steal my heart! Hosh hosh.. kinda tired to ‘looking2’. Then, I don’t have someone whom I can share with.. (?)

Have u ever? D u believe that cwe sahabatan ma cwo itu ‘compeletely..truly.. fullly.. bnar2’ murni sahabat?? Huh, ada gk y? Yg pasti kesimpulan slm ini, cwo slalu ada maunya…klo ud dpt, maunya tmbh banyak.. hhhh…well, mgkn hanya random sampling, not all…

Soal perasaan…
Have u ever? In one time u just feel like..ooh, I like him, I think I kinda feel some love electrical shock with him…he’s very adorable, whooaa.. n then another time u feel like…hah? Who wants to b with him?! That’s a nightmare for me! Hhhh… he’s very annoying! Na-ah, I can get a better one..!

Have u ever? if.. in one time, u feel u like ‘this’ boy n hate ‘that’ boy.. but, next time.. it’s changed! U feel you’re in love with ‘that’ boy n really hate ‘this’ boy… kinda strange, huh?? What a crazy feeling… n then, now u hate ‘this’ n ‘that’ boy... burn every memories between them n start to feel alone or start ‘looking..looking..’ for someone new.. eheh…

Have u ever? Feel like bored to ‘looking…looking..’ b’coz u finaly realized that u demand too much criteria for ur next ‘partner’, so you haven’t find him. Then, u feel like…haaah.. let my momma do this n search ‘him’ for me! I give it up 2 u, mom..!

Hehehehehehe…. =P

Have u ever? U find it difficult, so u decide to concentrate on what u’re doing right now… study hard..try to be a good student… workaholic… finished ur lecture… sleep in laboratory… yuck! That’s really not me..

Have u ever? Try to forget all the things above…!! Then, stop writing.. and get ready to sleep…….

Hoaahmmm……
*_____sleep with lonliness___*
….ZzzZzz… (-__-)